In life there will always be that one person you don't get along with. Sometimes it's in your personal life, your family, or your work place. Sometimes it's in your elementary school and sometimes it's in your nursing home. Either way we experience, it's an obstacle we have to deal with. I dealt with my person this summer and after big blowouts and serious conclusions I find myself at a door that's been wedged open and is stuck. I needed closure from a situation. I thought talking to that person again would help but then through writing this as therapy homework (so don't over analyze this post) I realize what I needed from the mediation that I can find internally: happiness and an ability to communicate. I was never unhappy, more sad that someone had come along that didn't like me. I needed that realization though that not everyone would. In terms of communication, I learned how by learning how not to communicate. God brings something good out of all situations. I learned so much from an enemy based relationship and now that I have this new knowledge I can finally close the door and move on. There's only one problem. Now that I know how to communicate I can't try again with or apologize to that person but I will use that longing remind me how to properly communicate in the future. If the reader needs to get something from this blog, don't think I'm depressed, this is therapy for me and also communication is so very important. As I conclude this I will begin to remove my hand from the closing door and let it go. It's time to move on because when The Lord closes a door, some way he opens a window. My window for this evening is sleep. Goodnight.
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